04 August 2010

I'm Afraid To Fall In Like

Right now, i do have feeling at someone. Not someone that my best friend like but someone i really really like. But I'm afraid that he will reject me and my heart will ripped into pieces and it's hard for me to puzzle it up and glue it. I'm tired like hell to fall-in-like, but the feeling comes and goes, from Mr.A until Mr.Z. I tried to stop from to fall-in-like but as a teenager that has a feelings, so hard for me to stop. I wish i have a boyfriend right now to help me but if i have a boyfriend the feeling will come more active because I'll get bored with my boyfriend easily. So, what should i do? I don't know which planet i came from, I'm different from other girls.