07 May 2011

Bleeding Heart


Its hurt me when you already said something liddat. Did you know ma, you gimme hope. It's happened a few hours ago. After we took our dinner. On our way back home. Suddenly Mama say
"Niat di hati mama nak belikan hang phone macam abang *Xperia X10 tapi babah cakap nanti lagi ah hang tak jadi. Tunggu lepas SPM ye"
I was like if taknak beli jangan cakap apa apa. Keep it silent. Kecik hati lah jugak but never mind. Then I ternampak dance studio. Nampak orang tengah menari, macam seronok je kan. So cakap lah kat mama
"Maa nanti angah dah habis SPM, angah nak masuk kelas menari".
Suddenly my dad
"Takpayah masuk kelas menari, pergi je clubbing malam malam, nanti pandai ah menari".
They way he said is pissed me off. Seriously. Apa korang rasa kalau korang jadi aku? Tu je aku nak tanya? Apa yang aku nak mesti jadi macam ni. Okay sedih terus, badmood terus. And terus takda mood. Naisssss! Dari hal license motor, nak beli kan motor. It's annoying. Time I was in form three, both my parents cakap
"Form 4 nanti boleh ambik license, baca buku undang undang tu."
But ZERO! Sebab yang lebih kurang jugak -.-
"Babah taknak bagi hang ambik licence dulu nanti lagi lah hang lesap ntah ke mana".
I'm a growing teenage girl. Okay whatever. Totally down, kbai :')


P/s : If mama, babah or abang or anyone yang read this post. Nak complain ke apa ke? Please you may do it. I get use with everything you say at me :') I'm not a good daughter for you guys.