Hmm I already made a plan nak pegi Parade with Aizad. Since Parade dah ada cinema wehhh! Hehehehehe :3 Sangat tak mengharap yang dia akan balik this weekend. Tak boleh nak buat apa kan. Aku pun takkan lah nak moody je memanjang kalau Aizad tak balik. See! Aku dah berubah demi kebaikan :p On thursday. I'm not feeling well. Aizad pun ada bengkel dari pukul 2 sampai pukul 6. Habis bengkel he text me and I replied so lambat macam siput sedut sott sott :p Malam pulak dia ada ceramah apa ntah. Every Monday, Wednesday and Thursday. See! aku ingat jadual dia. Tapi aku tuition bila pun dia tak ingat. Dia banyak lupa pasal aku. Hmm banyak makan semut kut. Darah manis kan, hm Watlek watpeace, shake you ass to the left and right :p Aizad dah habis ceramah tu he text me. Memang dia yang akan text dulu. That's what I like about him. Aku dah spoiled mood. While Aizad pening. I asked him to take a rest, tapi dia boleh cakap "I pening je, tak larat nak bangun. Tapi still boleh text". Kay ikut kepala dia. So we text. Suddenly dia cakap yang dia sepatutnya tak boleh balik this weekend tapi have too sebab abang sedara dia nak tunang. Mengalir air mata kuuuuu~ Sedih ah jap, sedih yang betul betul. Sebab rindu :/ Cepat cepat peluk Lotso the hugging bear yang owedy pakai baju Aizad :') Takpa lah, I tried to cool down. We text lagi. I asked him to take a rest sebab aku tengok emo. But still he refused to do so. A few minutes later, dia cakap dia nak tidur sebab tak larat. Sangat sangat menyakitkan hati. Memang pantang aku bila dah suruh kau buat benda tu tapi kau taknak, a few minutes later baru kau nak buat. Memang sangat aku mendidih. Takda pendirian yang tetap lah you. Gentle you teruk! Sorry ah tapi tak boleh simpan dalam dah haih. So dia terus end text, tapi tak wish goodnight. No sleepwell baby, no sweet dream sayang, no mimpi I tau baby? At least dia taknak call send text gitu pun dah okay. Takpa lah, I studied like fucking hell. Tak tidur. The next day, on Friday I didn't go to school, pagi around 7.30 I thought nak call Izzaty but tertekan number Aizad. Cepat cepat cancel call. Suddenly he text me bla bla bla. Sampai lah melarat larat benda ni. Dia balik jugak Saujana. Sampai Saujana dia terus pegi Maju. Dia cakap dia nak makan. Dari pukul 4,19 sampai 519 cukup sejam dia makan. Agaknya dia yang masak kut hmm I called him. Dengar mcm suara member member dia. He seems happy! So I end up by saying "Kita break lah". Dia pun senyap je. So biar je lah, dia tak text or call me back. After one hour I call him. Dia dah kat rumah. Tak sampai 30 secs otp dengan dia by using my creds. I asked him to call me back. Pufffffff! Sangat teruk gaduh. Cerita nya Aizad ingat kan gf dia merajuk, moody sebab dia balik pun kjena pegi kelantan. But the truth is because he didn't wished goodnight. Sound hilarious? Tapi aizad yang ajar aku mcm ni. Every night ada sweet text. Afer I told him the reason why I'm moody dia boleh cakap "orang lain tak penah wih goodnight boleh je hidup" Naisssss! Staright foward I said "Pukimak kau!". Sakit hati weh. Dia penah cakap "Lepas ni I tak cakap dah I love you so much" Tapi lepas tu dia cakap jugak. Takda pendirian! Nak settle problem ni I gave him choise let me go or go on. He choose go on. Tadi hati keras macam batu. I said to him "kalau nak seksa perempuan lain, pergi lah but cukup lah seksa perasaan I, I taknak sedih dah". Lepas tu ddia ajak jumpa apa semua. So we jumpa kejap. He gave me a ring. Lepas tu dia nangis and keep saying "I sayang you sangat sangat tau you". For God sake I susah nak percaya dengan apa yang you cakap sekarang.
If I tak happy few days just let me go. Sekarang ni pun you tak repy text I tak jawab bila I call. Hmm so long and goodbye someone that I like the most before. But now I'm over you.